In about 5/6 weeks I lost 10lbs and I was a mere 4 pounds from goal and since then I have gone completely off track! 😭
It started the week before Halloween, Leo got chicken pox so he was off school for a week and with the disruption and stress we ate bad food! The week of Halloween he was really poorly again so bad that I took him to hospital; he was diagnosed with scarlet fever! I'm a BIG stress eater and to cope...I ate!! Halloween weekend rolled round and I proceeded to have my first drink in 3 months; ended up very very drunk!
Since then I've either been really really good or bingeing to disgusting amounts! I've now gained back 4/5lbs of my 10lb loss! I'm really disheartened by it but if I beat myself up about it anymore I'm just going to eat to feel better- ITS A VISCOUS CIRCLE PEOPLE!
So I have roughly 9lb to my "christmas goal" had I not fell off track, I'd no doubt be at my goal now but hey ho! 4 and a half weeks till Christmas and I'll be happy if I can just get this recent gain off by then! Currently in bed with a peppermint tea; I'm so bloated from bingeing this weekend!
Normality resembles tomorrow... C'mon Steph you can do it!!!